Hi again, today my beta reader gave me some great suggestions, which I gladly took and used. I really hope that these changes push me far enough away from the similarities to make someone want to request a partial or cross my fingers a full. Thank you to my beta!
Today, it dawned on me how much I love writing. As much as it is a horrible waiting game, I don't think I could ever give it up. I look back at my life (thus far) and realize that I have been writing since I was in the third grade. It started with little stories on index cards, and didn't progress until my tenth grade English teacher gave us an assignment to write a short story. I can remember sitting at my computer and writing the whole thing in one night on my Commodore 64 and printing it out with my dot matrix printer.
In college, I took a workshop as an elective and changed majors shortly after to English. I love it. I can tell when I haven't written in a while because I get moody. It's the ultimate therapy. The best part about it is including a little of myself and then doing something I would never do in real life. The possibilities are endless.
Now, I am faced with the possibility of teaching a Creative Writing course at my school and I wonder if I am the right person to do it. I'm the only one with a degree in CW and I have been published with a short story - once. Still, I don't know if I am prepared to critique others when I am having a hard time even getting an agent. These are just some thoughts.
Another random though...a student asked me why I don't self publish and my answer was simple. Anyone can self publish with enough money. I want someone to publish me based on merit and not my financial backing. If I never find an agent, then it's not meant to be, but I know that one day I will. I will never give up. :)